In the interest of expanding the voice of “In A Spacious Place”, I have invited Ernest Morrow to offer a post in this space as he feels moved.
How do we make God’s light available to the average bloke?
This question was posted in a comment by Kim in last Thursday’s blog post on the Future of Church. http://inaspaciousplace.wordpress.com/2011/07/21/the-future-of-church-6-with-cynthia-bourgeault/#comments I have been thinking about it ever since.
I can’t presume to know the intention behind the original question so can only share my own take on it. For me, the question asks why more people do not experience the light of God. It asks why “God’s light” sometimes seems so elusive and inaccessible for the average bloke. Why do we seem to be scrabbling around for crumbs of Light while the world goes to hell around our ears? How do we make the Light available to the folks who aren’t saints or spiritual adepts like Thomas Kelly or Cynthia Bourgeault or Christopher Page? Once again, this might bear no resemblance to the original intent of the question but these are the strands that have emerged for me in reading and reflecting on it.
Here are a few reflections that have surfaced for me:
1. Pain and suffering are not evidence of God’s absence. The Mystery of the cross is the most misunderstood symbol of Christianity because it speaks the unfathomable truth that God is with us in pain and suffering. This is why Paul writes that the cross is “a stumbling block to Jews and foolishness to Gentiles” (1 Cor 1:23). The cross means that we are never separate from God’s Light no matter what our experiences of darkness are. This is not a very comforting religion on a lot of levels. Jesus did not fix the world, did not stop pain and suffering, did not even get rid of the Romans. Some God, eh? Instead, his life and death proclaim one un-understandable truth – that Life and Death are both held in the one Love that sustains the universe. This Love is available no matter how pleasant or unpleasant our life or death is at any moment.
2. It’s all ok. Actually, more than that, it’s perfect! Our inability to deal mythologically for at least the last millennium has resulted in us taking too concretely the story of the “Fall”. There was never a time in history that did not know suffering or pain! The force of Love from which time and space emerged is not somehow less involved or less in control than it ever was. We are all held in this Love no matter what our experiences are and whether we judge them to be good or bad.
3. Ok, sure Ernest. Sounds like you have been reading too much Thomas Merton and Cynthia Bourgeault. What about the average bloke? What about the guy who is hurting himself and hurting others because the Light is not part of his experience of life? How do we make that Light available to him?
Step 1: Stop believing that the light is not available to him. “A problem cannot be solved by the same consciousness that created it.” If we deal in dualisms rather than in unity then all we get are dualisms. If we think the Light is not already available to him but requires some action on our part to make it available we have created a universe in which we are God and God’s Light depends on me to shine it. Usually in my experience this turns out to be a pretty dark universe. See #2 above.
Step 2: Do not be afraid. The experience of God’s absence does not mean that God is absent – see #1 above. Sometimes we make a mistake and call Fear “love” or “pity” or “compassion.” We are sometimes moved to try and take away pain from another because it triggers our own pain, our own fear about death and anxiety about God’s absence in our lives. Fear takes us back to believing that the Light is not already available and any action taken from that space risks being a blind one. Without fear we know that the experience of pain or death does not define our brother or sister eternally just as it does not define us.
Step 3: Just live. Without fear and in faith that the Light is available, our hearts will do the rest. We will be led to the right actions or the right non-actions at the right time. We won’t be led into passive individualism, I guarantee it.
4. If these 3 steps don’t do it for me, perhaps the far more famous 12-Steps is a place to look for inspiration. Average blokes the world over have been learning to experience the ocean of Light we are all swimming in with this approach to spiritual awakening for 70+ years now.
5. If I find I am more of a One-Step kind of person I think all of what I have written so far is distilled in the ritual of Eucharist: Life and Death are one, we are all held in love, we ask for forgiveness, set aside fear and live in thanksgiving (Eucharist is Greek for thanksgiving). The Mystery is that as we take the elements into our bodies with the intention of the community gathered in thanksgiving that we become the Mystery that is laid out before us. Each time we live in gratefulness we simply cannot be afraid or anxious and we touch the unitive Christ consciousness that sees that all is held in an ocean of Love.
We cannot make God’s light available, all we can do is practice its availability.

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July 27, 2011 at 6:45 am
Kim
Thanks for this answer to the question Ernest. I certainly try as best I can to live in step 3 that you mention. There is something more to what I am looking for but I don’t think I can put my finger on it while getting ready for work right now. And I think your post deserves some time of mine thinking on it today. I think my consideration was how as a community we can be a welcome to others to engage in like conversations. Am I right in getting from you that I don’t need to worry about God’s light in others lives? I’m sure I am misreading your post somewhat and will take more time to look. Thanks.
July 27, 2011 at 6:55 am
Kim
another reason for the question: There is an incredible depth to some posts and reply’s on this blog, some of which go just a touch over my head, yet I can get a sense of the awe that they have inspired in the author and feel like I would want to experience some of that myself. I just wonder how to share that more.
July 27, 2011 at 8:21 am
Tress
Dear Kim,
Does it matter about your head ? or your obvoiusly perfect sense of need to understand and accept the source of our being?
The parable in the old testament of the creation of man says that god formed man from clay and breathed life into it and Adam was.
Adam ate the apple which separated him from the perfect oneness with god , and thus the Intellect was born and has been leading us astray ever since ,into thinking that we can think our way back to the original oneness with God.
Perhaps this is all too simplistic, but the bible ( and i am not good at quoting Chapter and verse) says that unless you become as a litle child you will not enter the Kindom. (reuniting with the source of god which we all identify
July 27, 2011 at 3:54 pm
Ernest
I resonate with this desire to experience things that other people seem to and I don’t. Here is what I have learned so far:
Don’t judge your insides by anyone else’s outsides. God is speaking to each of us wherever we are.
The things that hit my heart are inevitably more important to me than the things that go over my head.
July 27, 2011 at 5:20 pm
Kim
Okay, I see that more clearly. Thank you muchly Ernest and Tress. I can get on board with that!
July 27, 2011 at 8:29 am
Tress
I am in a muddle here , because of my lack of computer skills?
Contd.
…as the love that passeth all understanding.Like a giving and returning love , non judgemental. and for the rest St paul said it better!
July 27, 2011 at 3:06 pm
Nadine
Thanks Ernest. Love the post!
Kim’s question has been uppermost in my mind for 12 years. I think it is a most important one.
For me, it’s become a search for presence, to be open to that light and live it from myself in the moment trusting that I will then be able to benefit others.
So, here’s a story from my visit to hospital emergency yesterday. It struck me as having so much of Ernest’s three step process:
1. After 2 hours in the waiting rooms, I finally remember the concept that God is inside and around ALL of us (yes, even in those other scary or irritating people)….so I physically sense inside and outside myself into that reality, because it is all part of God. Can I open to it?
2. Not at first…such fear and tension inside! That’s when I do the work of noticing my muscle tensions, my rigidity, my judgements, and allowing it all to be there too. I realize I was terrified. I was not in control, and feeling afraid and abondoned by God (like a child left by my parents). I just sit with it, knowing God is with me and holding all this.
3. At some point I realize I am sitting with presence, in the moment. I can feel the chair, my inner body, and I check into my heart area…it’s feeling nice…calm and open without fear. I bring my attention to a woman who had been irritating me and see what I feel…in my heart I honour her! And suddenly the scary doctor is ready…and he turns out to have beautiful bedside manner. The health issue is still unresolved, but that doesn’t seem to matter…it is what it is. Part of the plot line.
Of course, the sense of presence didn’t last, but later I felt the incident was an important lesson to me.
It may sound goofy from the outside, but when I saw Ernest’s post on Kim’s question, I couldn’t help sharing. Christopher has made a lovely place to comment.
July 27, 2011 at 3:44 pm
Ernest
Thank you for sharing! What a beautiful story about practicing the presence of God.
July 27, 2011 at 5:15 pm
Kim
Hi Nadine, what an excellent example of being available. I can see myself right there. Thanks for making a difference here.
July 27, 2011 at 10:03 pm
Rob
Mmm. Placing Christopher Page above a level he has sounds like a wannbee poster wanting to have the owner publish his next attempt. ..smile….
So where is the Lightt that I need and I do identify to #3 as a one step, as any morre steps sounds like one has to complete a test to qualify in the eyes of Saints who assume they are above me.
To me, if we have the light and can relate to it then we need to find a way to share it in a one to one relationship while we go thru life at least knowiing we are not alone. If we die and do not experience it then one we will not know but we at least live in a Heaven like presence on Earth. If we were right then my awakening will be in a blaze of glory. I’ll probably be asked to revoke my membership in St P’s having said the above. Cheers
July 28, 2011 at 8:53 pm
Lindsay
No worries, Rob. I haven’t been burnt at the stake yet so I reckon you’re not getting excommunicated any time soon either. Good time to be a Christian nowadays isn’t it? …