I know almost everyone says that blogging is over. Conventional wisdom suggests that blogs have been replaced by 280 characters on Twitter, pictures on Instagram, podcasts, and a multitude of other social media options that I do not begin to understand. But, I am hopelessly stubborn and find it hard to give up on lost causes. So I have blogged on.
For the past thirteen years, over 200 times a year, I have sent something out into the great mysterious vacuum of cyberspace, using WordPress, until IASP now has an archive of over 3,500 individual posts. That is over 1.5 million words. I do understand how insane this is.
Many times over the past thirteen years, I have tried to break it off. But, something has always drawn me back. Some issue, thought, observation, or current event has always emerged that I wanted to speak about and so I have written again.
It is time to make another attempt to lay down this little vessel of words. I do not know if I will pick it up again after a break or if this really is the end this time. I just know that I need to open up some space in my life to see what emerges. And, at the moment, ironically, “In A Spacious Place” has become for me, not so much “A Spacious Place,” as one more source of clutter in my life.
Space is challenging, even frightening, for most of us. We do not sit easily with empty. We are programmed to fill our days with busy and “productive.” We have a deep compulsion to try to make something of ourselves, to create meaning by forging at least the illusion of having an impact.
But, what if I don’t have to create my life? What if I don’t need to find or manufacture meaning? What if the meaning of life is simply living? Could it be enough simply to be alive?
Jesus is reported to have said,
Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow; they neither toil nor spin, yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his glory was not clothed like one of these.
Matthew 6:28b, 29
A lily is of value just because it exists. It needs no other justification. It does not have to “toil” or “spin” in order to make itself worthwhile. It needs only to be, to be what it is as it is.
There is not enough being in most human lives. Being is crowded out by all our doing. Even when we might have an unintended moment of space, we find a way to fill it with some grand project.
The world needs places where the knots of tension that shape so much of life have the opportunity to untangle a bit. The human community needs people who are able to live at a quieter gentler pace, who have moved beyond the compulsive need for frenetic activity and are able to sit sill and just be, listening to the deeper voices of existence and living in tune with the subtle rhythms of life.
The question that space raises is whether we believe and trust in an inner energy, direction, guide that will call forth appropriate action when the time is right without our having to bring pressure and determination to bear in order to force something to take place.
Is it possible that right action might emerge if I listen deeply enough? Is it possible that the appropriate level of activity might manifest itself without the additional burdens of pressure and guilt that so often seem to accompany self-generated busyness?
Space is a small experiment which I do not have an unlimited amount of time left to try. I will see how well I do.
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July 17, 2021 at 6:14 am
Dave Conway
Christopher, we thank you once again for the gift of your words that you have shared with us so generously.
Like most things we humans do, attempting to untangle the meaning and purpose of life by putting thoughts into print can be seen as just another “vanity” (in the sense of the famous opening passages of Ecclesiastes), as with the labours of building a structure that will someday fall down and return to the earth. But it’s what we’ve got and what we do in this existence, and to build (or write) well with love and good intentions can bring blessing and benefit to many others. And so you have. Thank you for your labour of love.
Blessings on your sabbatical from writing, however long it lasts. It is the nature of music to require silences.
July 17, 2021 at 6:21 am
Christopher Page
thank you Dave for this lovely, thoughtful, wise, encouraging, and beautifully poetic comment.
July 17, 2021 at 10:43 am
Anthony Hendriks
Thanks Christopher for your faithfulness in this arena. You have tossed much bread on the water and I am sure that God will use your words. Who knows, ten years from now you could find people are still reading your posts.
July 17, 2021 at 12:56 pm
bhrvbc
Thank you for all of your wise words. I just discovered your blog while searching for your name to pass on to a staff member of Alex’s. ( old age, I knew your name as soon as I found it ). I have used your blog as part of my daily morning challenge. I am so grateful for all the thoughts you have shared, will miss the comments on current affairs but have found myself going back into the archives for counsel on issues that I am working through on a personal level. Thank you. Your blog is one of the things I hold as a blessing.
July 17, 2021 at 12:58 pm
bhrvbc
I have no idea how to navigate WordPress. I am not bhrvbc, my name is caroline lowther.
July 17, 2021 at 1:55 pm
Jenni Jennings
I have enjoyed your thoughts and words and thank you for them. I am happy that you are taking a break and vacation time. If you do pick it up again, I will be very happy to read and think about what you offer but if you need to make room for whatever than I bet that will be the “right” choice. Blessings.
July 17, 2021 at 2:33 pm
Ann Ruggiero
Dear Christopher, Oh my goodness. This is spoken to me. I recently made the decision to cut way back on the “spiritual inputs” to my mind and heart. I felt I was too occupied with reading online and responding in my journal. These are usually valuable resources, but there are too many… Too many other things went undone … Ironically, your blog was one that I planned to continue reading because it speaks to me so often, whether the slow walk through Scripture with your so effective probing questions, the Merton quotes, seasonal foci, social issues. And then this morning, this. I thought, Page is doing part of my work for me! I will miss your wise and challenging voice. I wish you peaceful space. Perhaps our souls will bump as we become “able to sit still and just be, listening to the deeper voices of existence and living in tune with the subtle rhythms of life.” Peace, Ann
August 3, 2021 at 5:52 pm
Tom Stewart
Like many priests, prophets, poets and teachers, you may never know how much influence you have exercised with your thoughtful writing – providing an oasis of reflection and sanity in a troubled world. If you should take it up posting again, we will be blessed. Deepest thanks.